Saturday, December 11, 2010

Do you Believe in Magic?

Because I officially do!


That's right! I am PREGNANT!!

And in complete shock!!

I was SO convinced that this last cycle was just not going to work and I stopped caring. I literally had the next cycle planned all out and knew I could cycle without Christmas interfering. It's just how it was going to go. I didn't test once, didn't even think about it. So when I didn't start at exactly 17 dpo like I always do (I have a consistent 16 day luteal phase) I was also convinced that my body was messing with me and I was starting to get really pissed off.

But a tiny, tiny voice in my head said... what if?

So I waited it all out on Wednesday analyzing every twinge and cramp convinced that I would start any minute because I was cramping steadily... not hard or super painful, just constant.

I took a bubble bath with a good book and I took myself to bed.

I woke up at 5 am on Thursday and had to pee and made myself stay in bed as long as I could because I was trying to delay the inevitable negative.

The test turned positive before I even got the cap on it! I was in such SHOCK!!! I was just standing in my bathroom shaking and saying 'Holy sh*t!!' over and over and over again.

I went in for my first beta at 9:30 in the morning and when the nurse called she said, 'honey, you should lay down and take a nap because you are very, very pregnant.'

WHAAAAT?!?

First beta: 543
Progesterone: greater than 20
Due Date: August 16, 2011

I have my second beta on Saturday (and since I am setting this to auto-post I will already have those results and will update you all asap).

I wanted to share with all of you right away but now that this lil blog is so much more public and connected to facebook I didn't want my in-laws to see it because we are telling them in person this weekend.

I am so overwhelmed and this really does not seem real, yet. At all. But one thing I do know is I am so, so grateful.

After 21 months of trying my dream is finally coming true. Thank you God.
Sarah Q

12 comments:

  1. YAY! You finally announced! I'm still so excited for you! Celebration soon! :)

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  2. I am so so happy for you.
    God truly answered your prayer this time around and it's very magic. I wish you a healthy and happy 9 months Sarah.

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  3. August 16, 2011 doesn't seem far away at all. Not when you've waited so long. I'm so super duper excited for you! Congrats, Love! Have a fantastic pregnancy.

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  4. Found you through SIF- fellow PCOS'er here- so thrilled for your news, congrats!

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  5. Sparkle! I seriously am so happy for you! It gives me hope that I might get a positive. My husband laughs at me cause I have been telling him how excited I am for you. Its about time we hear some good news! YAY!

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  6. I am so happy for you and your hubby!

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  7. Congrats!! Sending prayers and best wishes - I'm so excited for you!

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  8. Awesome news! Also found you through SIF. I will cross every finger and toe for you. BTW my miracle baby was born August 4th. August is a good month :o)

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  9. Looking forward to seeing that second beta friend... I'm hoping it's high and indicative of multiples!

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  10. Congratulations! What a wonderful present this time of year!

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  11. OMG! this is so awesome- congratulations!

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  12. This is the hope I was looking out for! Congrats Sarah!

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