Tuesday, December 29, 2009

The Heart of the Matter

Good morning to me! I woke up to a call from my Dr's office. I have to do ovulation predictor kits for the next five days and a pregnancy test two weeks after that to check and make sure I didn't get pregnant. If I didn't and there was no ovulation its 100 mg of Clomid for me next month. Woo. But bonus for me... I found out I have polycystic ovary syndrome, too. Just another disorder that stops me from ovulating and another thing that makes me gain weight....

I don't even know what to think about it right now. I am so tired of being tired! So tired of feeling fat and ugly and working out and dieting doing nothing! But at least now I know why... hypothyroidism AND pcos. Oooh... and the answer to why I have been breaking out since I went off the pill... PCOS. And the answer to why I have to wax my eyebrows and lip like every TWO weeks... PCOS.

I am trying to stay positive. I don't know how successful I will be though. I did go out and get a yoga mat and dvds yesterday. I am going to try and do it everyday and hopefully that will help with my mindset and make me feel a little more energized everyday.

We shall see what happens!

2 comments:

  1. Don't give up hope! Following you over from FB. I have PCOS and my mom has Hashimoto's. Totally understand how you are feeling. But just wanted to give you some encouragement that you CAN get pregnant! Good luck!!!!

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  2. thanks! this whole thing is incredibly overwhelming... I don't know how people can do this for years and years...

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