In between all the cooking and baking it really has been a day of reflecting.
A year ago I was literally getting pregnant.
I have been so emotional all day thinking about where I was a year ago. I had completely given up hope.
I thought that I would not be a mother. I got to a place where I literally thought it was not possible.
And here I am. A year later, this is where I find myself. My heart is so full. A year ago I thought I would not be able to share special days like today with my child.
|This was the first outfit we bought him when I was pregnant. Before we even knew he was a boy. :)|
Today, I held my little man and I thanked God for this special day filled with memories with my little family. I have a wonderful husband who loves me way more than I deserve and I have a precious baby who is the love of my life (along with the husband, of course).
I never thought I would be here. A mommy. Sometimes, I still can't believe how blessed I am. Everyday I get to wake up to a little person who smiles just because I'm his mommy. He lights up my world.
I do not take any moments for granted and I cannot wait to share this Holiday season with him.
My heart is so full. And so very, very thankful.